Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Pls Tag Ur opinions ya?And Try doin too! The Arrangement should b in order-what order up to u ?lol.
Haf fun!lol.
1. Qing
2. Ghou Hua
3. John Chan
4. Aud
5. Mark Teo
6. Chris
7. Joel
8. Ber
9. Jan
10. Kel
How long have you known 1? 2-2.5 yrs? lol.
Have you been to 8's house? Yeps!lol.veri fun place!!!Love to drive when I’m in there.lol.
Do you like 6?. He he he wat do u think?lol.
Are 4 and 10 friends? Nopes,n I doub they ever will be! lol
Have you been to 3's house? Nopes, but I sure wish to!
Would you ever live with 5?! HELL NO!!! lol. Regardless of all the ..
When was the last time you talked to 4?. Just half an hour ago..lol,why?lol.
Would 1 and 6 make a good couple? Nopes.. 1 needs more.. sry 6
How about 8 and 10?. Now that’s a possibility…
Have you ever dreamt about 2? Nopes,not telepathic yet..lol.
Have you ever slept with 9? Hmmz… define sl..lol.Ask her?lol ;)
Is 7 attractive? *Wolf Whistles… Ask 9?
Do you love 4? Yep,Would die for her if necessary.
Would you ever cuddle with 1? Veri good question…No ideas though..
Would you ever kiss 3? LOL.Beyond CPR… Na Da!! I’d Be custra..by his gf..lol.
What do you like best about 6? His big fat D**k..LOL.But more of his being a Bro n a great friend.yeps.lol.
Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9? Yeps n yeps.lol.The rest r not,though I won’t tell which yep goes to who…LOL.
Do you ever wish you never met 3? Hell No!! 3’s THE MAN! Yeah he is!
How did you meet 5? Through sch?lol.
Has 2 seen you naked? NO?!?!
Have you seen 2 naked?.Hell NO?!?!
Who is taller? 5 or 10?. Tie?lol.
Have you met 4's family? Yeps!!We even haf many meals together!
Would you ever go out with 3? Yeps!!!Wish could do it more often with him n 2..
Do you think 7 is funny? In his own way yeah..lol.
What about 6? Funny? Hmmz..lol.He has ahis moments ; )
Where was the last place you went with 1?. Cyber Space?lol.
When was the last time you hung out with 2? Abt 5 days ago? Whish could do it every day sia! lol. Damn fun…
Where do you want to take 3? To Paradiz Centre! Yeah!lol
When do you want to see 4? All time time to make sure she’s safe n sound?lol.
Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? Mayb u know…lol.U know… Birds of the same feather.. Though their birds.. LOL.
Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?. Wow… Have They ?!?!?! MUST SAY K!!!!!
Would 9 or 10 ever live together?. U know.. they just might.. We’ll see?lol.
Would you let 3 have your baby? Hmms… LOL. If he coul.. LOL
Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret? Yeps.many n she’s just the best!
Has 1 ever told you a secret?. Yeps! Lol.
Would you runaway with 6? Depends on where He’s headed..lol
Who was the last person 9 kissed? 10 mayb??
Who was the last person 7 hugged?. 8 or 9? We’ll never know… ; )
What word or phrase does 5 say alot? RIBBIT!lol.
Does 6 make you laugh? Yeps! lol.. I know it sounds wrong.. lol.
Does 2 ever annoy you? Well.. there was this one time .. N this other time… N another time.. LOL. Well, actually, No. lol.
When did you last call 4? Just Abt 40 plus mins ago.. lol.
Do you ever talk to 3 online? Yeps! Though he’s real laggy…
What about 2?. Yeps! He too!!! Sighs..
Does 10 smell bad?.lol..i’ll do that when next I see him?lol
Does 1 smell nice? Hmmz.. I’ll find out soon ?lol, Guess is … XD
Are 1 and 8 friends? Nopes, I strongly Don’t think so.. lol.
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 6:51 AM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Zion!The war!
It is OVER!
Neo has Done it!
Neo's son [The Matrix Revloutions]
It has been about 2 months since i last updated, and for all of my readers, i'm back!till next year, and the year after that..lol.
Another herdle in the life of which yet another guy has been crossed!As i type this after abt jus 3 hrs of sleept that makes me feel so much better then the previous 6-8 a day for the stretch,no idea why but i think it has something to do wif a insane surge of some whatever chemicals in my bloodstream.Insane and as dangerously sounding to some thing most gals go through like once a month..I'm a ok! lol.
I actually ment to get this entry out before i flew off and got back home again from china..But circumstances didn't allow it.6 Hours before the flight, i had to rush down to collect the Nano.A veri tiring yet neccesay episode.The name befitting to its craft,the archillies heel being the protection needed for it.This was done wif onli 5-6 hrs of slp for the 2 days,ever since the end of the A s.for the funniest reason,fatigue nor exhaustion seemed nowhere near.Nowhere at all.It was like i was Supperman and i could just live on a bear 3 meals a day.Not that i did skip any,though i can't reali recall..
Jetting off,i found little sleep on the plane itself.lol.Too much too much to watch.2 movies and den i had to sleep,for fear of really scumming to exhaustion,my arch enemy,my Nemesis.A bear 2 hrs later was awaken,breakfast was served ,fan choi,another half movie and Hello Mao!
Transit was quite efficient.It is only when one does not use Changi does one realise why Changi is CHANGI.Also when in China please ensure that one stands at the front of the unloading belt.One's possesions and luggage tend to be picked out and dumped in stacks along with many of other people's unknowns...I guess that there are always veri abled body people who are ever willing to lend a hand in taking off ur luggage from the belt though one would wish that they'd announce that they were doing so..[its the though that matters i know.]lol.Imigration was interesting as well.The number of counters cattering to the international side was..Well when the queues stretch to the domestic side...
BeiJing is colder than ShangHai.Trust me.Once one gets aclimatised to BeiJing,ShangHai just feels like a shopping mall.
Day 01
Clearing customs, we were then ushered to our home away from home,Hotel New York.Breakfast awaited, though measely in selection the quantity was applaudable,if but a little cold as we had arrived at almost lunch time.Then it was time for the Long March.lol.Dropped off at Tian An Meng square,we had the details about it all recitted,no mentioning of its sorid past,but it was to be expected..From there, we made our way to The Forbbiden City, Gu Gong Cheng , Zhi Jing Cheng.There i met up wif President Bush.lol.Actually more like his entourage.Secret service men,chinese cermonial soilders and the US Airforce.All there an hour before his arrival, of which he only took 10 mins to pass hurriedly through...After that, we continued into the gardens behind the Forbidden City.A man-made mountain and a lake awaited.As we strolled down the lane in the frigit air,pecimons hundreds of them,suspended in motion in the now leafless trees,awaited us.Their bright orange colours contrasting veri nicely against the now fast darkening azure sky.The emeral green grass untouched by the frost,couppled by firs,a really picture perfect sight.After that,we were ushered into the bus and another mouth watering meal awaited us.Every meal for the following days was usually 10 coursed,with meats,fish and vegetables.Quite a spread.Back at the hotel,the tube revealed a Soccer match,live.Arsenal Vs Totterham Hot Spurs.3-2.On that high note,sleep came like a long seperated lover.
Day 02
Breakfast was the usual spread as the day before.Quite an ordeal though,but when in Rome,do as what the romans do.lol.After the sorid meal,the next item was the Great Wall.A section at the least.But still counts!!lol.When we arrived,it was a mountainous section.The sceney being breath taking,if but a little towards hypothemic temperatures along the way...lol.It was a fantastic climb though.The steps being highly uneven and the steepness ever increasing, it felt like heaven!Stairmaster eat your heart out.lol.Uneven being that there were many a depression on the steps.So the tendency to slip and fall is real.Very very real.Also met a whole lot of MGS gals there...they were...lol.Let ur imagination run lah.lol.
though nothing happened of course.After that,a nice lunch awaited.10 coursed,no less.lol.Then it was off to the tombs!lol.Ming Dynasty tombs.the day ended wif a short trip to a local mall.And shortly after that,The Spanish Liga!lol.
Day 03
Skipping the o so farmiliar breakfast,the first stop was the sky temple,used only by the emperor.The entire area encomapssing about 10 square kilometers,hundreds of pine trees awaited,each at least 200 yrs old and above,they lined the two sides of the broad marble paved pathway,paved to allow about two M1 Abram tanks to pass through unhinded.After the entire length had been traversed,the royal gardens awaited behind.ThePlaced filled with people of all ages,though manily the elderly,the sound of gusty singing greeted the group.The thing was,it wasn't some well trained chior of St Micheal's,nor some school's but rather any and everyone.lol.Young and old,all just took a score sheet and sang their hearts out.No limits,no holds just pure pathriotism at its best?lol.It was also in the gardens that i witness the scared game of PINMINGTON being played...This secrective and ancient game was first concived about...lol.two years ago.lol.In the 4th floor class room next to the lift,the home away from home for the 38 students of the Best Class Of 2003.lol.The two that played the game were two elderly women.I tried taking a shot of their prowness but it proved futile due to their...lol.Safe to say,the true art of that game stays safe with the True Gentlemen Of ...You guys know who you are.lol.A short stop at a fresh water pearl farm.Then it was time for shopping...lol.In the shoppin centres where one can bargain, one must harden ur heart.When the price is 220,ur price must be one third.Nothing more.An even then,one can be sure that they are still making a killing.The details,if one is really interested ,just ask me.lol.Not at liberty to say all.lol.Dinner came and a Pekin Duck awaited.At the end?I prefer the Sinaporean "imitation"more.lol.
The remainding days,they just seem quite the blur.lol.The basics was that i have carried out what a friend of mine has asked.lol.Be sure to heed my advice on the skills of the exchange!The consequences of not doing so would be an empty wallet..lol.
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 6:01 PM
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Saturday, August 27, 2005
Give it all up to him.Jus give it up
give it up, All to him!
Angel of the blues.
Hey there everyone! After my two coming three months hiatus, i've finally managed to squeeze some time! At last! lol.
Was watching "touched by an Angel". Thats where the quote came from. Sounds corny? But i think it makes sense? The explaination was that, sometimes in life? We love things so much that we can't bear to leave them or to let go.And yet, they are still slipping away no matter how hard we may try to hold on.Being human, we will tend to blame God for all the stuff that is happening.
What would the father of an abandoned baby boy,who has raised his son for the past 7 years, finally is finalising the adoption, when the child's birth mother comes in to contest for custordy...
He's been a good father, a real good one, and yet he knows that it is time for his son to leave him...The mother having her own reasons for he abondendment,is equally sorry to have to put the father through all this...
This is when they realise that sometimes, all we need to do is to trust in the Lord.True, God Promises life!But he never said it would be easy,never said that it would be one without tears,without sorrow,he never said it would be easy.But he did promise, that if we but try?Try to make it right?We we will be able to succeed.But when we try?we should also remeber him, and that it is only through him that we wil be able to make things right.
To give it up to him,to give it all up.If we but give him all our burdens, The Lord promises to take it all away and then give us back what we want?[Infered i supposed?lol.]But the main point is that it is only through surrending to him all our pain and sorrows,all our wants and desires and to let him do all that for us that we will be able to go on through life.
Life is sometimes unfair,but it is times like this that we should remember whom we should always put our trust in.In whom we should always rely on.In Whom we should have faith in.It may seem totally senseless, but God holds us in the palm of his hand.Everytthing that happens happens for a reason.But one thing that we must remember?The Lord never wants or desires us to be hurt.That is the work of the other.God HEALS!GOD SAVES!
There are no conincidenceses with God.
[To all non Christians, i hope that i didn't bore u!!! lol. But i did want to remember this a lot... lol. Hope u'll ask more abt all this? I'll be onli too glad to ans ya qurries! : ]
We will run and not grow weary,
for God will be our strength,
and we will fly like the eagle,
we will rise once again.
We will rise again.
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 11:20 AM
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Monday, June 13, 2005
Outta the darkness and into the nigh!When the morning comes, I will be alright!
In the morning!
Finally, doin an entry since i have no idea when. lol. I know. I've been busy, depressed and for a while, totally hooked to GB!
OK, an update on mi mental health. I've more or less, gotten over some very obvious facts in life. Lol. feelin much better and also much clearer on mi overall priorities and who my friends are. Glad that i learnt at such a small price. Apparently, being nice to all, is not realli that worthwhile though i won't allow myself to turn into the negative of what i was. I'll jus have to learn to love with my eyes open. And NOT that kinda Romantic love!!! Out of the ashes i have seen the my friends. Not too bad a trade! Not too bad at all. Thanks God!
On, the other front, i have to begin to start my engine! lagging behind due to a very apparent lack of will, there is only one clear course in front of me. GENLTEMAN! START YOUR ENGINES! Once i get my act together, this baby is gonna blaze! lol.
ok, shall end off about here. Lol. Don't beat me! lol.;)
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 7:23 AM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
No one can walk so long in the shawdow that they cnnot return to the lightIngar of House Shinearnea.
As i type this entry, i have realise that i am still in puberty. Indeed, chemical imbalances and the silliness of miself have led to an array of veri weird and silly events. Past entries are a testimony to that silliness.
SOmetimes, when u try hard to aplease everyone, u end up upsetting yourself. Lol. Selfish? Maybe... But, at least u stay true to at least yourself... True? No? LOl.
As i worri for mi jie, i realli do, i Pray that she'll turn out stronger from all the crap that she's been having and having to handle. God! Help her! We make mistakes all through our life, but please don't take those against us! We are onli human! AS is she! Pls help her!
I have also learnt that it is silly of mi to think too much into other's affairs. Bein silly and all, i sometimes just simply want to know too much. Not cause i am a busybody, but cause i care. lol. being out of the loop= not knownin what is going on, has become the norm.
Initially, i had been pissed and hurt. lol. read previous. But now, i'm ok ![i hope]I think i'll revert back to mi oldself. Indiviual. Being otherwise is just veri veri tiring. lol.
Anyway, to mi dear reader, pls, don't take everything to heart. All that is written here is simply mi bitchin... Something that i never planned to would do... lol. But here i am ... sigh... As i end this entry, know this : that i won't give up trying to be an idiot, caring for others, regardless of how silly and un wanted it maybe, and trying to be a better man. Thank u .
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 7:24 AM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Jesus : Simon Son of John, Do You Love Me?Peter : I do Lord.
Jesus : Take care of my flock
Jesus : Simon Son of John, Do You Love Me?
Peter : I do Lord.
Jesus : Love My People
Jesus : Simon Son of John, Do You Love Me?
Peter : Lord you know that i love you.
Jesus : Take care of my sheep.
This week has been one of quite a bit of saddness for myself. The Holy Father, MY HOLY FATHER, Pope John Paul II has gone on. Into the warm embrace of The Heavenly Father. Welcome him LOrd!
As i type this, i feel the surge of the same whirlpool of emotions that i have been feeling the whole week since i learnt of his passing on. Pride, greif, happiness, uncertainty, hope, fear, joy, sorrow. On one hand i feel that it is a great lost for humanity with his going.He was elected a conservative Pope, but he turned out to be one of the most revolutionary. How will we find another like him? Actually a rathersilly question. lol.
Then on the other, there is this sense of pride. A very stong sense of that. Proud to be a Catholic. A ROMAN CATHOLIC. How many can boast that it was becasue of one man of thier faith, that so many in the world would shed tears, send prayers, greive... Who else but a TRUE man of GOD could possiblily unite so many leaders, nations, people under his vision of World Peace? Who could, with his passing, make feuding states's leaders come to the same area with a common vision even with their mountains of differences? How many could ? How many could even get religious leaders of so many other religions to gather to offer their condolences? Even Muslim Leaders! How many? How many indeed!
Through this whole week, i now realise that i have been feeling this sense of deep sorrow. The human part of me just wants him here. Funny, as Ber and i were disscussing this afternoon, YOU DON'T MISS A PERSON TILL HE'S GONE. lol. It realli makes loads of sense here. It is even more laughable that while he was still alive, i really could not be bothered that much about him. In fact i totally took him for granted. Undoubted, one could say that i never got to see him in person, neither have i got the chance to experience his talks and all. But still, it is a lousy excuse. I could have gone on the web. lol.God, forgive me.
Henc i suppose, in a way, that explains why i'm like actin a bit more weirdly these few days. I have been letting things that would usually not disturb me, disrupt me, reacting to the usual pile of crap i get from people. Being pettie? maybe. i won't deny. There is no point. But then again, there is also another thing known as a limit. nevermind.
Hence this has also some how brough mi to a point of asking myself, am i being too nice a guy? Am i caring too much? Why do i do all this? lol. Questions of which i have been searching for ans. lol. Searching for such ans amongst the people that i spend about 6hrs with a day is quite dumb. There is no point. lol. To seek understanding, one has to be understood. lol. Something that i have realised, is not likely to happen. hence i realise that i have been rather a stupid son. I have been treating my family like dirt while i treat my friends like family. lol.
I have been hurting mi family while i get hurt by my "friends". Not all, but some. It is so ironical! Hence i have decided that i shall turn it the other way. No more shall i allow my stupidity to keep hurting my family. I should just dish all that crap out on accuqaintances.
Am i changing? ya. i think so. is it for the better ? Well, lol, depends on who u are ... though not all need to worry. I'll still listen. Though i shan't be like the past. There is little there that rings true to me anymore. Many things have changed, i just pray that i'll not lose my true self as i unload my emotions and toughen up.Being me, isn't good enough. It is down right silly. God Help me. Amen.
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 3:42 AM
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
Ok, i know that it has been a while sicne i last updated, ya ya ...Mainly, after a long while of muling over my insecurities and the ever present hopes and fears, dreams and nightmares, i have come to a conclusion. That is that one of the most powerful things that one can do, is to forgive.
When one is rejected, well, it sucks to the core. If one's intensions are true, and good, then being pushed away is all the more sucky. lol. The best part is if you shared and then got pushed. But hell, well, the fault is also sometiems ya own. IF you are over-eagar to help, then you are to be blammed for the result. Sometimes, it is realli better to be totally non-challent at all.
In either event, it is highly likely that one will end up with a sort of resent to that party that rejected that extended helping hand/shoulder to lean on... It is only human! Then the funniest part comes. Sooner or later, due to the amount of care still present for the person in question, one will end up wodnering why isn't the relaionship at least being maintained? Why is it growing cold... ? Then sooner or later, then the answer should dawn...
The truth should become apparent at that point. The realisisation that in any realtionship, there is always a must for exchange. If it is only one person doing all the giving and the other doing all the taking, then sooner or later, it is bound to die. If relationships are like plants then this giving and taking would be like taking water and giving air.
Give water = take air => + no new water ==> No more air. [Plant dies.]
Simple.
As such,many have come to realise, that sometimes, forgetting is not always the best way.lol. To improve, the situation, then you need to forgive the person who rejected ya help.
Undoubtedly that sounds very much like bigotry. That one should forgive someone whom did what anyone would do due to one's constant pressuring sounds like that of the opposite party's job scope... lol.
But still, you have to rem, the person onli did the pressuring due to care and concern for the other! True! It was TOO MUCH! But it was only cause the person cared... Too much? Well, is the Tsunami aid TOO MUCH? Would one rather none at all? Cause that can be done too... lol. Just check the person giving's attitude... lol. nevermind.
However, in the end, there is a limit to what one can do for a realtionship, ANY TYPE!, to work! if the other party feels that one is too much, then sorry compadre... lol. Ya services are at end. Pls don't be a pest any more. lol.
Sad but ture. Sad but true.
Another of the main principles that i've been living my life by, is that if you love someone, then you just want that someone to be happy. Its realli simple huh? But when you come and think about it, it means that you will accept the person's wishes and choices.
[ Love in this case is not onli limited to the romantic/physical type but also that between siblings/friends/animals/... ]
But then, thatsfor another day. No more energy to be philosiphical. lol. Nighs!
Trinity : Neo, this is where i stop.
Trinity : I can't go any further with you.
Neo : Why?
*Neo feels the Iron bars that have pierced through two lungs and the forearms.
The Matrix : Revolutions
posted by The7thIntergarlAnnomally on 3:51 AM
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